TOTAL SLACKER!!!

Yes that is me the total slacker. I don't know what is up. Have you ever just felt so overwhelmed you don't know which way to go. Well that is how I am feeling. With Matt coming home I want everything in the house and yard finished and then I think why. He won't notice or care nor will anyone else for that matter. So why don't I just totally chill? Good question, very good question actually. So no excuses. Dave hasn't even had me work in a tractor this year which I have gratefully appreciated. My house is mostly finished with just all the little things left to do, like touch up paint, put the cabinet handles on, decorate, hang curtains, clean. I think it is the decorating and the cleaning that has me bummed out. I have also quit taking pictures. Knowing I had to send pictures to Matt kept the camera handy but knowing he will be here shortly I have really slacked off. Well, yesterday was my birthday. I am 43, now that sounds old, probably because it is old. I went to have my drivers license renewed. They asked if I wanted the 4 or 8 year one. I figured I had better take the eight. The picture on it won't look any better in 8 years. It totally freaked me out to think that the next time I renew I will be 51 years old and the year will be 2017. WOW!!!! So anyway, the boys are playing baseball which I totally love to watch. Dave is farming and I don't know what I am doing but that is that. I will try to improve on the blogging part of my life. I do have a few pictures from Easter that I will try to get posted, and as you can see I am totally into the word total on this post.